Response after her response: temp:
Greetings and Salutations! OH MEIN GOTT pain must be worthy of some ibuprofen! LOL. HEAT and PRESSURE. I found a page of emoticons, nothing spcl. Reading a lot. Putting off writing (my book). I'm researching new medical lead on my own back cond. Damned doctors sure won't. I drew my self-portrait, er, sorta. It's me from behind! Nude with some structure showing, diagrams on it about pain. I sure gave myself some hips, lol. It turned out GREAT! :) Got my printer ink today! Yay! :>
Monday, August 23, 2010
Sunday, August 22, 2010
RE: Looking Around
[quote="HellZenith"][quote="Qwiette"]Hey, babes, whattup? Hi! Must be about school-time. Your last year, wow. Left short note for you in Subeta. Hope to hear something from you soon. I'm not trying to stalk you or anything creepy like that! Just lookin' around. Where's my girl? Is she alright? Typical paranoid stuff, yeah. Ok, gotta go do some laundry for the first time in over, wow, THREE months!! I was already overdue for some laundry when I was injured on June 10. :ninja:[/quote]
yeah school tomorrow. not very excited. new year, same s**t...ya know? Yeah ive been too lazy to reply lol XD welcome to gaia.[/quote]
(Check out your inbox at Subeta)
Hey, glad you let me know you were still alive, lol. I really didn't want you to think I was totally freaking out, not yet. I knew you'd reply when you could. I think boredom is a good reason for about anything. I'm a Pro Crastinater. Crastination is good, LOL.
I don't know why I got so worried. Sometimes having you "there" instead of "here" is hard. But of course my there is your here and so on. Anj reminded me about school time. I knew she was right. It's part of my illnesses, and even though I might understand or strongly suspect that these are the forces involved, I still feel the same inside, probably makes no sense. LOL. I've been under considerable stress, and that's when the Gremlins come to visit.
I'm trying to get $30,000 in student loans forgiven and face holy hell if I can't, then there is a chance that I may lose my income entirely in the future because of a stupid program I got on years ago.
I'll feel much better soon. Even though I don't have money, I'm thinking of calling lawyers to see what they might say. My Psychiatrist is totally on my side, so that will help bundles. She is putting me back on an old medicine that I think will help me. If I can ever work again, I want to have my own restaurant, The Jaspers. I told you that once but it's been awhile. I think about it a lot.
So, we're cool, so glad you stopped by. My cats are all sweet and healthy. The weather here has been very nice, probably still hot there?
Tiffany Jamb, LOL!
yeah school tomorrow. not very excited. new year, same s**t...ya know? Yeah ive been too lazy to reply lol XD welcome to gaia.[/quote]
(Check out your inbox at Subeta)
Hey, glad you let me know you were still alive, lol. I really didn't want you to think I was totally freaking out, not yet. I knew you'd reply when you could. I think boredom is a good reason for about anything. I'm a Pro Crastinater. Crastination is good, LOL.
I don't know why I got so worried. Sometimes having you "there" instead of "here" is hard. But of course my there is your here and so on. Anj reminded me about school time. I knew she was right. It's part of my illnesses, and even though I might understand or strongly suspect that these are the forces involved, I still feel the same inside, probably makes no sense. LOL. I've been under considerable stress, and that's when the Gremlins come to visit.
I'm trying to get $30,000 in student loans forgiven and face holy hell if I can't, then there is a chance that I may lose my income entirely in the future because of a stupid program I got on years ago.
I'll feel much better soon. Even though I don't have money, I'm thinking of calling lawyers to see what they might say. My Psychiatrist is totally on my side, so that will help bundles. She is putting me back on an old medicine that I think will help me. If I can ever work again, I want to have my own restaurant, The Jaspers. I told you that once but it's been awhile. I think about it a lot.
So, we're cool, so glad you stopped by. My cats are all sweet and healthy. The weather here has been very nice, probably still hot there?
Tiffany Jamb, LOL!
Friday, August 20, 2010
Are You Okay? Just Worried.
Time: 12:57:58
To: Zenith
Subject: Are You Okay? Just worried.
Hope things are fine with you. I'm doing pretty good. Saw my doctor today, one of them at least, hell. Haven't heard from you, sorry about the long letter. If anything happened to you, how would I know? There's got to be a discreet way to fix that. What if something happened to me? I will tell Anj to contact you in that event, or if I'm going to be away for awhile, I can let you know. I know! The four walls finally got to you and you are in a rubber suit, no? LOL. You mean the world to me.
To: Zenith
Subject: Are You Okay? Just worried.
Hope things are fine with you. I'm doing pretty good. Saw my doctor today, one of them at least, hell. Haven't heard from you, sorry about the long letter. If anything happened to you, how would I know? There's got to be a discreet way to fix that. What if something happened to me? I will tell Anj to contact you in that event, or if I'm going to be away for awhile, I can let you know. I know! The four walls finally got to you and you are in a rubber suit, no? LOL. You mean the world to me.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
RE: six, one, half-dozen or the other
Date Aug 01, 2010 - 12:04:29
From Zenith
Subject: RE: six, one, half-dozen or the other
for thee code, i didnt have to write it out, its your name
anyhow, wow thats a lot of crap. :O you started college when i was in first grade lol. and luckily i wont have to borrow. my college is paid for by my grandparents as long as i pretend to be an innocent little normal republican girl for a few more years. and once my college is done i can get away. Also an emo is techincally speaking a form of music, however society has applied sterotypes to it that are rather offensive. an emo person is simply one who listens to emo music and wears darker clothing than most people do. they are usually relatively normal otherwise. however... as you know people are ignorant. so the ignorant person that loves sterotypes (ugh those people need to just DIE) would tell you that an emo is a person who cuts their wrists for pleasure, is continuously depressed, whines about how hopeless their life, talks in a monotone saddened voice, and other things. its really sad that people judge based on these labels of society rather than taking time to really get to know a person. but anyhow, whatever. to fully understand the emo sterotype, look up the emo song on youtube, (which is actually funny, however wrong it is XD) its starts like "dear diary:mood-apathetic...."
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Sorry to hear about those walls. Get outside, smell the sunshine. Walk around the stupid house or something. At least you'll get some Vitamin D
Is it terribly hot? I used to have a button on my browsers with your region's weather report. Not sure what happened to it. I closed 3 toolbars. Using AOL and Windows Live toolbars now. I can get more buttons later.
Thanks for pointing me toward sumopaint (sumopaint.com?)
I keep busy studying for a killer GRE score, writing, reading, propping a swollen foot up from my fall of June 10. I have other projects too. Fun never stops.
Anj's laptop just got a nasty virus. Ouch. I'm going to try some old-fashioned piracy on the high seas with my Win XP disk, but after reading the disk labeling, I'm doubting that it might work. I offerred to pay at least a hundred dollars towards her repair/new op system, she hates Vista. I do too. She has a poor concept of money mgmt or budgets, doesn't like numbers...damn. I told her that if she wanted my help, and she has said she did, then she had to pay every bill she has in full this month. Then we can see where she's at. Damn, I'm too broke for this, but I owe her big time. She's a doll.
The dentist was great! She said I was easy to work on. I just said, "I'm a veteran."
She REBUILT my tooth! I got a special credit line, interest free, called Care Credit. I got a line for $500 and the repairs were around $350. Glad I could keep the tooth.
Life doesn't always suck, I just seem to be a lost relative of Job! haha.
2006-EVICTION (new bldg owners didn't like me) I had 12 days and $135 in my bank acct. One man who cared little if he did heavy labor. But he broke crap.
2007-assaulted a sociopathic butthead, went to JAIL, no meds for 3 days, multiple withdrawal syndromes all at once, horrid food, (and I'm not even picky). FEAR and loss. Lost 5 lbs in 5 days. (no guilty verdict).
2008 - abruptly lost my meds nurse, therapist, whole environment at Greater Lakes Mental Healthcare after 9 yrs, due to funding cuts. I was lost. Nobody sems to take Medicare. Found a nurse but she was abusive. I told her exactly where to go. I found a clinic that took anybody and they were happy to take Medicare. BUT only my doctor to prescribe, and he bluntly stated it was out of his field and licensing. I went through heavy withdrawal since one of my meds had street value. I finally got a Psychiatrist. I've sufferred.
2009 - Almost lost my $400/mo housing subsidy due to internal corruption and predjudice at Tacoma Housing Authority. Horribly anxious, depressed and dazed. I can't live without that and I did nothing wrong. I can't help if I seem fine, I can't take stress of work physically oh mentally, need too much sleep to work enough hours... I have learning difficulties. Yeah, I earned crazy honors and graduated college, but it was at a heavy price. (most of my 30's, last years of my real youth). Sleep, study...sleep... School career 1999-2006. Age 31 - 38.
2010 - may be facing $30,000 in student loans, a financial death sentence FOR LIFE. Bye-bye future. Applying for relief for total and permanent disability, but?
June 10, syncope, collapse while unconscious, broke leg, maybe something in my foot. Can't walk without crutches, then with problems. Ok, life sucks for me.
Every year I tell myself that it will be better than the last. Ya think?
Gotta go, hope you don't mind my whining, but I wanted to share all that crap with you. When you go to school, avoid borrowing, then borrow as little as you can! I hope that you can know me better through all this stuff and maybe my crap could teach you something about life in general. Mostly I just had to get it off my chest. I copied and pasted this letter to a Word doc. I never wrote stuff out like that before.
What are you still doing here? Get out of here already! Go outside briefly even if for no reason at all, get some sun or something. Walk to a store? Go see a friend?
Hey, just for educational purposes, what the hell is an "emo?" An outrageously and inappropriately emotional person? A raging lunatic? Clue me in?
I love you lots. Bye for now. - TIFJMB Hint: write the alphabet out and compare each letter I wrote with it...what letters (char's) is each particular coded letter closest to?
From Zenith
Subject: RE: six, one, half-dozen or the other
for thee code, i didnt have to write it out, its your name
anyhow, wow thats a lot of crap. :O you started college when i was in first grade lol. and luckily i wont have to borrow. my college is paid for by my grandparents as long as i pretend to be an innocent little normal republican girl for a few more years. and once my college is done i can get away. Also an emo is techincally speaking a form of music, however society has applied sterotypes to it that are rather offensive. an emo person is simply one who listens to emo music and wears darker clothing than most people do. they are usually relatively normal otherwise. however... as you know people are ignorant. so the ignorant person that loves sterotypes (ugh those people need to just DIE) would tell you that an emo is a person who cuts their wrists for pleasure, is continuously depressed, whines about how hopeless their life, talks in a monotone saddened voice, and other things. its really sad that people judge based on these labels of society rather than taking time to really get to know a person. but anyhow, whatever. to fully understand the emo sterotype, look up the emo song on youtube, (which is actually funny, however wrong it is XD) its starts like "dear diary:mood-apathetic...."
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Sorry to hear about those walls. Get outside, smell the sunshine. Walk around the stupid house or something. At least you'll get some Vitamin D
Is it terribly hot? I used to have a button on my browsers with your region's weather report. Not sure what happened to it. I closed 3 toolbars. Using AOL and Windows Live toolbars now. I can get more buttons later.
Thanks for pointing me toward sumopaint (sumopaint.com?)
I keep busy studying for a killer GRE score, writing, reading, propping a swollen foot up from my fall of June 10. I have other projects too. Fun never stops.
Anj's laptop just got a nasty virus. Ouch. I'm going to try some old-fashioned piracy on the high seas with my Win XP disk, but after reading the disk labeling, I'm doubting that it might work. I offerred to pay at least a hundred dollars towards her repair/new op system, she hates Vista. I do too. She has a poor concept of money mgmt or budgets, doesn't like numbers...damn. I told her that if she wanted my help, and she has said she did, then she had to pay every bill she has in full this month. Then we can see where she's at. Damn, I'm too broke for this, but I owe her big time. She's a doll.
The dentist was great! She said I was easy to work on. I just said, "I'm a veteran."
She REBUILT my tooth! I got a special credit line, interest free, called Care Credit. I got a line for $500 and the repairs were around $350. Glad I could keep the tooth.
Life doesn't always suck, I just seem to be a lost relative of Job! haha.
2006-EVICTION (new bldg owners didn't like me) I had 12 days and $135 in my bank acct. One man who cared little if he did heavy labor. But he broke crap.
2007-assaulted a sociopathic butthead, went to JAIL, no meds for 3 days, multiple withdrawal syndromes all at once, horrid food, (and I'm not even picky). FEAR and loss. Lost 5 lbs in 5 days. (no guilty verdict).
2008 - abruptly lost my meds nurse, therapist, whole environment at Greater Lakes Mental Healthcare after 9 yrs, due to funding cuts. I was lost. Nobody sems to take Medicare. Found a nurse but she was abusive. I told her exactly where to go. I found a clinic that took anybody and they were happy to take Medicare. BUT only my doctor to prescribe, and he bluntly stated it was out of his field and licensing. I went through heavy withdrawal since one of my meds had street value. I finally got a Psychiatrist. I've sufferred.
2009 - Almost lost my $400/mo housing subsidy due to internal corruption and predjudice at Tacoma Housing Authority. Horribly anxious, depressed and dazed. I can't live without that and I did nothing wrong. I can't help if I seem fine, I can't take stress of work physically oh mentally, need too much sleep to work enough hours... I have learning difficulties. Yeah, I earned crazy honors and graduated college, but it was at a heavy price. (most of my 30's, last years of my real youth). Sleep, study...sleep... School career 1999-2006. Age 31 - 38.
2010 - may be facing $30,000 in student loans, a financial death sentence FOR LIFE. Bye-bye future. Applying for relief for total and permanent disability, but?
June 10, syncope, collapse while unconscious, broke leg, maybe something in my foot. Can't walk without crutches, then with problems. Ok, life sucks for me.
Every year I tell myself that it will be better than the last. Ya think?
Gotta go, hope you don't mind my whining, but I wanted to share all that crap with you. When you go to school, avoid borrowing, then borrow as little as you can! I hope that you can know me better through all this stuff and maybe my crap could teach you something about life in general. Mostly I just had to get it off my chest. I copied and pasted this letter to a Word doc. I never wrote stuff out like that before.
What are you still doing here? Get out of here already! Go outside briefly even if for no reason at all, get some sun or something. Walk to a store? Go see a friend?
Hey, just for educational purposes, what the hell is an "emo?" An outrageously and inappropriately emotional person? A raging lunatic? Clue me in?
I love you lots. Bye for now. - TIFJMB Hint: write the alphabet out and compare each letter I wrote with it...what letters (char's) is each particular coded letter closest to?
RE: flying under the radar
Date Aug 04, 2010 - 10:27:10
From Zenith
Subject: RE: flying under the radar
Body: You want to know something hilarious? Im so androgynous at this point most people cant tell my gender (easily) if they dont know me. I made a thread called guess my gender. Half say girl, half say boy, and people are trying to back up their reasons... its quite funny. XD But one guy cracked me. Hes a trans guy, and he said he knew immediately i was too. WOAH. :O
I got like... 5 minutes of sunshine. I really dont like it. At all. You can tell from my skin tone lol. heres my thread http://www.subeta.net/forums/goto/13497654
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No load of crap today, thankfully! My old friend Dennis (the bisexual Chemical Engineer) called. Was glad to talk to him. He's had some crap too. I guess we all do, but some have less, like I hope a smart girl like you can. NO BORROWING - a word to the wise.
Between now and age 24 or so, If you have serious depression or sudden unexplained (probably dangerous) elation, seek out a Pscyhologist or some help. Luckily the Bipolar crap will pass you by. If not, GET MEDS.
So. What's your major? Glad to hear about your good little normal (?) republican tuition payments!! lol. ; )
Thanks for describing the emo and the stereotype.
I should have known you'd guess the name in my little code. We are like spies, you Zenith in subeta, me Subsonic - Operation Under the Radar (or something like that...) Yeah.
Well, I finally started my autobiography. Not much to it yet, but it's all online where a silly PC virus can't just knock it all off my HD. I'm going to make Word files, print hardcopies, make CD's just to keep it from vanishing - people are clueless as to how fragile electronic computer data really is. Bugs. Viruses. Power surges or blackouts, hackers, natural disasters, even human predators if you think about it. How helpful would it be to an invading force to create and electromagnetic pulse and wipe our computers out? Bomb them? Hack them? Just target every bank's computer systems and likely backups... Extreme, but scary. Little glitches have sent so much of my work right down the toilet, or to data heaven. Even online glitches. Blogger has me blocked out of my blogs that you read. There's really no one to contact either. It's just the users fending for themselves. I'm no tech. I'll work on it some more when I decide to. Word Count 2007 is locked down to me. D.a.m.n.!!
By the way, the guy I went after was a sociopathic "a$$ hole," not a "butthead!" lol.
SO, did you finally get some sunshine? It's been warm here, but not hot. I miss hot weather a little, but then I realize I miss it VERY little. *insert more smilies here* LOL
Miss seeing your face. A lot. - TIFJMB
From Zenith
Subject: RE: flying under the radar
Body: You want to know something hilarious? Im so androgynous at this point most people cant tell my gender (easily) if they dont know me. I made a thread called guess my gender. Half say girl, half say boy, and people are trying to back up their reasons... its quite funny. XD But one guy cracked me. Hes a trans guy, and he said he knew immediately i was too. WOAH. :O
I got like... 5 minutes of sunshine. I really dont like it. At all. You can tell from my skin tone lol. heres my thread http://www.subeta.net/forums/goto/13497654
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No load of crap today, thankfully! My old friend Dennis (the bisexual Chemical Engineer) called. Was glad to talk to him. He's had some crap too. I guess we all do, but some have less, like I hope a smart girl like you can. NO BORROWING - a word to the wise.
Between now and age 24 or so, If you have serious depression or sudden unexplained (probably dangerous) elation, seek out a Pscyhologist or some help. Luckily the Bipolar crap will pass you by. If not, GET MEDS.
So. What's your major? Glad to hear about your good little normal (?) republican tuition payments!! lol. ; )
Thanks for describing the emo and the stereotype.
I should have known you'd guess the name in my little code. We are like spies, you Zenith in subeta, me Subsonic - Operation Under the Radar (or something like that...) Yeah.
Well, I finally started my autobiography. Not much to it yet, but it's all online where a silly PC virus can't just knock it all off my HD. I'm going to make Word files, print hardcopies, make CD's just to keep it from vanishing - people are clueless as to how fragile electronic computer data really is. Bugs. Viruses. Power surges or blackouts, hackers, natural disasters, even human predators if you think about it. How helpful would it be to an invading force to create and electromagnetic pulse and wipe our computers out? Bomb them? Hack them? Just target every bank's computer systems and likely backups... Extreme, but scary. Little glitches have sent so much of my work right down the toilet, or to data heaven. Even online glitches. Blogger has me blocked out of my blogs that you read. There's really no one to contact either. It's just the users fending for themselves. I'm no tech. I'll work on it some more when I decide to. Word Count 2007 is locked down to me. D.a.m.n.!!
By the way, the guy I went after was a sociopathic "a$$ hole," not a "butthead!" lol.
SO, did you finally get some sunshine? It's been warm here, but not hot. I miss hot weather a little, but then I realize I miss it VERY little. *insert more smilies here* LOL
Miss seeing your face. A lot. - TIFJMB
RE: Nitelight/Twitlight review
Date Aug 05, 2010 - 10:25:19
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Nitelight/Twitlight review
hmm. i dont believe there is an official twitlight. you should make it Well im glad you read it before i did so i didnt waste me time XD
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Hey - just read NIGHTLIGHT.
Overly silly, ridicule hyper-focused on Bella's self-absorbed, clumsy, grandiose, senile character. completely aimless, some jokes funny, most repetitive crappola. Not worth reading. (Harvard Lampoon). Under-critical of author's true flaws for the most part. I expected smarter jokes. Using a literary reference or mathematical jargon in a joke does not impress me. It's pedantic while the joke itself sucks. Don't waste your money. It was $10 for me with shipping.
Seriously, man, is there really a Twitlight?" Nitelight was too long and hyperfocused, not long enough also, since it never had any plot at all, and S Meyers actually did have interesting plot, eventually. Her last book, Breaking Dawn, was by far the best written. She used the word synchronicity wrong! It was hilarious. "The Volturi began moving forward in synchronicity! I believe the word is related to fate, connectedness, includes serendipity, everything occurs for a reason, etc
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Nitelight/Twitlight review
hmm. i dont believe there is an official twitlight. you should make it Well im glad you read it before i did so i didnt waste me time XD
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Hey - just read NIGHTLIGHT.
Overly silly, ridicule hyper-focused on Bella's self-absorbed, clumsy, grandiose, senile character. completely aimless, some jokes funny, most repetitive crappola. Not worth reading. (Harvard Lampoon). Under-critical of author's true flaws for the most part. I expected smarter jokes. Using a literary reference or mathematical jargon in a joke does not impress me. It's pedantic while the joke itself sucks. Don't waste your money. It was $10 for me with shipping.
Seriously, man, is there really a Twitlight?" Nitelight was too long and hyperfocused, not long enough also, since it never had any plot at all, and S Meyers actually did have interesting plot, eventually. Her last book, Breaking Dawn, was by far the best written. She used the word synchronicity wrong! It was hilarious. "The Volturi began moving forward in synchronicity! I believe the word is related to fate, connectedness, includes serendipity, everything occurs for a reason, etc
RE: good causes
Date Aug 05, 2010 - 10:30:14
From Zenith
Subject: RE: good causes
it sounds awful, but im kinda a selfish person and i really dont give a crap unless it affects me XD So if it represents myself, (like a trans cause or atheist cause) then id totally be a member. otherwise, i dont bother. i know its horrible. Im just really apathetic sometimes.
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What are your favorite causes? I like many, sometimes send a few bucks; AARP, Sierra Club, Democratic National Party, Southern Poverty Law Center, Amnesty, American Civil Liberties Union or ACLU. That about covers civil rights, anti-racism, the environment, prison victims abroad, and liberalism in general.
I carry several membership cards. I just like the address labels and the pretty stickers!!! HA! roflmoa - good mood today
Your mum, TIFJMB (now there's a name that rolls off your tongue! XDD)
From Zenith
Subject: RE: good causes
it sounds awful, but im kinda a selfish person and i really dont give a crap unless it affects me XD So if it represents myself, (like a trans cause or atheist cause) then id totally be a member. otherwise, i dont bother. i know its horrible. Im just really apathetic sometimes.
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What are your favorite causes? I like many, sometimes send a few bucks; AARP, Sierra Club, Democratic National Party, Southern Poverty Law Center, Amnesty, American Civil Liberties Union or ACLU. That about covers civil rights, anti-racism, the environment, prison victims abroad, and liberalism in general.
I carry several membership cards. I just like the address labels and the pretty stickers!!! HA! roflmoa - good mood today
Your mum, TIFJMB (now there's a name that rolls off your tongue! XDD)
RE: Herr Mandy Axel *** Herz
Date Aug 05, 2010 - 10:44:14
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Herr Mandy Axel *** Herz
i am so thrilled. I have a german tutor. from germany! We chat in both german and english and she gives me like REAL lessons. usually a tutor doesnt end up teaching online and you just end up chatting and whatnot. But she types out like multi page lessons and she even gives me tests and grades them ^^ she actually cares, aww. lol... She is a senior in highschool and so am i! Maybe i can talk her into teaching me slang. Oh got off track. the point of mentioning that was she told me axel was a bad name. something about an armpit? lol. There are several famous people from germany named axel but whatevs. Like Axel Bosse, the singer? Love that guy. Anyway I might switch to Alex/Alexander, but Maximilian is my favorite SOOOO german lol. That would make like 3 times that ive changed my name so far lol.
About the bank account, im about to open one up. Dad is taking me down town to some bank and whatnot. But i have to dress formal to go to work with him cause he works at some lawfirm which means i gotta look like a girl. (it makes me really want to cry. its so cruel. like makeup and a silk shirt and everything D': but i at least got some mens dress pants. yay!) and i have a copy of my birth certificate. and now we are waiting on my social security card cause he lost mine, and then we need a third form of id (like school papers) and THEN we can get me a state issued id and THEN we can go to the bank and get me an account. Lot of damn ass work, stupid bureaucratic system doesnt loveing work how long until the government figures that out?!!
ALSO. since youre soooooo broke, tell me before you buy something. i probably know how to get it free or cheap. Seriously. Music, software, movies, etc. you have enough to worry about without paying for those things too. Dad always taught me to be cheap XD
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You might Americanize Axel to Axle? Nah? Get a baby names book in German. The Internet knows... XDD I still really like Andrew. Seriously, if you have a card you might search Amazon.com, books.
If you don't hav a bank acct yet you should. You should also have your own debit card as well. I would have gotten you these things and a small allowance with extra for outstanding behavior, super grades or extra contributions to home such as extra chores like laundry, dishes, etc. You'd be a fair cook by now and most likely richer than me, lol. Both men and women should be competent around the house and kitchen, so I'm not being sexist.
There's only one way to alienate me besides axe murdering: name yourself, *gasp* drumroll *melodrama* after the philistine we both know! XDDD I think I'm safe on that one, though. Thanks for wtf. I can use that! lol. I know, bfd.
sorry but Max sounds like a really nice German Shepherd. There, THAT's German,
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lol XDDD Thanks. Oh and someone told me axel isnt a good name in germany. idk, even though theres several famous germans with that name? wtf idk. So i might just go with alex. ahhh cant make up my mind. You can never go wrong with alex or max wherever you live! haha
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I voted, posted 2 comments. Girl or boy, you are a very attractive human being, and I don't think that I'm being biased right now. I found an old drivers license of mine, and I nearly fell over, I was drop dead gorgeous and NEVER even thought about it.
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Herr Mandy Axel *** Herz
i am so thrilled. I have a german tutor. from germany! We chat in both german and english and she gives me like REAL lessons. usually a tutor doesnt end up teaching online and you just end up chatting and whatnot. But she types out like multi page lessons and she even gives me tests and grades them ^^ she actually cares, aww. lol... She is a senior in highschool and so am i! Maybe i can talk her into teaching me slang. Oh got off track. the point of mentioning that was she told me axel was a bad name. something about an armpit? lol. There are several famous people from germany named axel but whatevs. Like Axel Bosse, the singer? Love that guy. Anyway I might switch to Alex/Alexander, but Maximilian is my favorite SOOOO german lol. That would make like 3 times that ive changed my name so far lol.
About the bank account, im about to open one up. Dad is taking me down town to some bank and whatnot. But i have to dress formal to go to work with him cause he works at some lawfirm which means i gotta look like a girl. (it makes me really want to cry. its so cruel. like makeup and a silk shirt and everything D': but i at least got some mens dress pants. yay!) and i have a copy of my birth certificate. and now we are waiting on my social security card cause he lost mine, and then we need a third form of id (like school papers) and THEN we can get me a state issued id and THEN we can go to the bank and get me an account. Lot of damn ass work, stupid bureaucratic system doesnt loveing work how long until the government figures that out?!!
ALSO. since youre soooooo broke, tell me before you buy something. i probably know how to get it free or cheap. Seriously. Music, software, movies, etc. you have enough to worry about without paying for those things too. Dad always taught me to be cheap XD
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You might Americanize Axel to Axle? Nah? Get a baby names book in German. The Internet knows... XDD I still really like Andrew. Seriously, if you have a card you might search Amazon.com, books.
If you don't hav a bank acct yet you should. You should also have your own debit card as well. I would have gotten you these things and a small allowance with extra for outstanding behavior, super grades or extra contributions to home such as extra chores like laundry, dishes, etc. You'd be a fair cook by now and most likely richer than me, lol. Both men and women should be competent around the house and kitchen, so I'm not being sexist.
There's only one way to alienate me besides axe murdering: name yourself, *gasp* drumroll *melodrama* after the philistine we both know! XDDD I think I'm safe on that one, though. Thanks for wtf. I can use that! lol. I know, bfd.
sorry but Max sounds like a really nice German Shepherd. There, THAT's German,
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lol XDDD Thanks. Oh and someone told me axel isnt a good name in germany. idk, even though theres several famous germans with that name? wtf idk. So i might just go with alex. ahhh cant make up my mind. You can never go wrong with alex or max wherever you live! haha
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I voted, posted 2 comments. Girl or boy, you are a very attractive human being, and I don't think that I'm being biased right now. I found an old drivers license of mine, and I nearly fell over, I was drop dead gorgeous and NEVER even thought about it.
Date Aug 07, 2010 - 09:52:06
From Zenith
Subject: RE: whats up? art jobs
Body: Well the premade thing doesnt sound good. people want the has they made themselves. If they are going to get unique has it might as well be their own. And to draw it, you basically find a cool pose, and draw the clothes on the new figure and make it all nice looking.
http://www.sumopaint.com/files/images800/ghfcgazkirbqaosp.jpg
example. People eat it up. No you dont bug me, but it is overwhelming to see like 5 new ones in the box. One or two is fine though No darvocett for you
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Hmmm. Could you prepare HA's from your own imagination to let people choose from if they wanted? Easier to make? I was thinking of supplying the T-Shirt like in the mail with their choice from your stock, and promise to retire each pre-made HA or customized pre-made once it is chosen by someone for their own...just thinking. IDK, this could suck big ones as far as I know.... : )
You be the brilliant one. I'll be the competent one. For reals.
Would you tell me how to draw a HA? What size and stuff, basics, what do people ask for? I don't even know. I won't be stealing your business for a long while... I bought
a thumb-drive and an expensive medical bracelet that is water-proof and durable, plugs into any computer, shows everything about you medically that you chose to put into the bracelet. COOL!!
I'm on 8 meds, and if you give me Darvocett I become seriously decisive that I want to kill myself. No real agony, just that it feels like what I should do....can't explain, it's so WEIRD.
Unknown drug interaction I say.
Hey, BTW, am I sending you way too many messages? I don't want to pester or make you feel obligated or something! Uggh! I just want to interact with you because I genuinely like you.
143,
Subsonic
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the t shirt thing sounds good except transfer paper isnt cheap, and most people change their HAs too often to want it on a shirt unless its BRILLIANT art.
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I've thought of lurking around pet shows with a drawing pad, sketching people's darlings. I'd enjoy doing cat portraits, but from my own photos of them. I work slow, at a desk. HA's, hmm. They seem involved. I know what you mean about decent payout. Harness the power of the color copier! Maybe these guys would suck up T-shirts with transfers of their avatars on? I can sometimes find T-shirts 10 for $10 at my local drugstore, Walgreens. Most printers can do transfers and then I think you iron it on, or something. As for murals, I've actually done two children's rooms, free for friends. I was a teen.
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I do whatever people tell me to do lol. Its hard finding work at a decent payout. I prefer to do portraits even though they take 5 million times as long, its easier for me and i enjoy it more. i HATE drawing avatars. but thats what everyone wants... and pays a crap ton for.
people can pay you in usd here. seriously. (US DOLLARS LYKE OMFGWTFBBQ!)
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What else are you doing right now? Still doing avatars? I want to do mine whenever I get my business and my bills caught up. Do you know an easy or steady way to earn some cash (real dolares) with artwork? I'm more traditional, but plan to begin computer/digital art sometime - maybe after I get my Mac. I found a site selling affordable Mac software .
I have a 1" binder catalogue of my works, most in acrylic, 8 1/2" x 11" or shrunk to fit. Transfers on cheap TShirts, Cards, murals in people's homes are some ideas I've had. I need an overhead projector. I need a good printer, ughh! I'm SO broke!! I shouldn't complain, I have a HOME and 3 lovely cats. I'm thankful for that. I had to sleep street-style one night, was locked out after hours, no one to help me get in, not my fault. It was dangerous and cold and scary. I had my bank card, why didn't I get a cab and a motel room? duh. air between the ears here...but I survived. I sat down in front of my computer that day and wrote out 25 pages single-spaced in one sitting, a short-story based on recent misadventures including the night out. I lost my only copy and then my pc fried. Figures. I only lose my masterpieces. It must be easier to hold on to the crap. Most of it, that is! XDD
From Zenith
Subject: RE: whats up? art jobs
Body: Well the premade thing doesnt sound good. people want the has they made themselves. If they are going to get unique has it might as well be their own. And to draw it, you basically find a cool pose, and draw the clothes on the new figure and make it all nice looking.
http://www.sumopaint.com/files/images800/ghfcgazkirbqaosp.jpg
example. People eat it up. No you dont bug me, but it is overwhelming to see like 5 new ones in the box. One or two is fine though No darvocett for you
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Hmmm. Could you prepare HA's from your own imagination to let people choose from if they wanted? Easier to make? I was thinking of supplying the T-Shirt like in the mail with their choice from your stock, and promise to retire each pre-made HA or customized pre-made once it is chosen by someone for their own...just thinking. IDK, this could suck big ones as far as I know.... : )
You be the brilliant one. I'll be the competent one. For reals.
Would you tell me how to draw a HA? What size and stuff, basics, what do people ask for? I don't even know. I won't be stealing your business for a long while... I bought
a thumb-drive and an expensive medical bracelet that is water-proof and durable, plugs into any computer, shows everything about you medically that you chose to put into the bracelet. COOL!!
I'm on 8 meds, and if you give me Darvocett I become seriously decisive that I want to kill myself. No real agony, just that it feels like what I should do....can't explain, it's so WEIRD.
Unknown drug interaction I say.
Hey, BTW, am I sending you way too many messages? I don't want to pester or make you feel obligated or something! Uggh! I just want to interact with you because I genuinely like you.
143,
Subsonic
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the t shirt thing sounds good except transfer paper isnt cheap, and most people change their HAs too often to want it on a shirt unless its BRILLIANT art.
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I've thought of lurking around pet shows with a drawing pad, sketching people's darlings. I'd enjoy doing cat portraits, but from my own photos of them. I work slow, at a desk. HA's, hmm. They seem involved. I know what you mean about decent payout. Harness the power of the color copier! Maybe these guys would suck up T-shirts with transfers of their avatars on? I can sometimes find T-shirts 10 for $10 at my local drugstore, Walgreens. Most printers can do transfers and then I think you iron it on, or something. As for murals, I've actually done two children's rooms, free for friends. I was a teen.
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I do whatever people tell me to do lol. Its hard finding work at a decent payout. I prefer to do portraits even though they take 5 million times as long, its easier for me and i enjoy it more. i HATE drawing avatars. but thats what everyone wants... and pays a crap ton for.
people can pay you in usd here. seriously. (US DOLLARS LYKE OMFGWTFBBQ!)
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What else are you doing right now? Still doing avatars? I want to do mine whenever I get my business and my bills caught up. Do you know an easy or steady way to earn some cash (real dolares) with artwork? I'm more traditional, but plan to begin computer/digital art sometime - maybe after I get my Mac. I found a site selling affordable Mac software .
I have a 1" binder catalogue of my works, most in acrylic, 8 1/2" x 11" or shrunk to fit. Transfers on cheap TShirts, Cards, murals in people's homes are some ideas I've had. I need an overhead projector. I need a good printer, ughh! I'm SO broke!! I shouldn't complain, I have a HOME and 3 lovely cats. I'm thankful for that. I had to sleep street-style one night, was locked out after hours, no one to help me get in, not my fault. It was dangerous and cold and scary. I had my bank card, why didn't I get a cab and a motel room? duh. air between the ears here...but I survived. I sat down in front of my computer that day and wrote out 25 pages single-spaced in one sitting, a short-story based on recent misadventures including the night out. I lost my only copy and then my pc fried. Figures. I only lose my masterpieces. It must be easier to hold on to the crap. Most of it, that is! XDD
RE: Hey Whats A...
Date Aug 07, 2010 - 09:56:59
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Hey Whats A...
haha thats too easy for me. You should really challenge me
A cult is a group or guild or whatever. And yes people can read them unless you make it private. I dont know how cause i dont use them
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..."Cult" in subeta? Curious. Can others read posts from my Journal? I wrote them (all 2 of them, lol) with other people in mind, tried hard to be hilarious, but it's really just some mindless silliness. I have a silly, sick sense of humor. (I love Stephen King. Long live the King!)'
BTW - other message:
wsn't intending to sound like I was offering to supply anything. ((OOPs!))
143 - Three words. Number of letters in each word. (-:
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Hey Whats A...
haha thats too easy for me. You should really challenge me
A cult is a group or guild or whatever. And yes people can read them unless you make it private. I dont know how cause i dont use them
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..."Cult" in subeta? Curious. Can others read posts from my Journal? I wrote them (all 2 of them, lol) with other people in mind, tried hard to be hilarious, but it's really just some mindless silliness. I have a silly, sick sense of humor. (I love Stephen King. Long live the King!)'
BTW - other message:
wsn't intending to sound like I was offering to supply anything. ((OOPs!))
143 - Three words. Number of letters in each word. (-:
RE: Amazing Art
Date Aug 11, 2010 - 03:18:35
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Amazing Art
then the numbers are the letters? There were only 5 numbers. I originally guessed one for each vowel. 1 was the most frequent character so I guessed it as e. But now youre telling me its a 5 letter word? My name?
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You're right, it IS some crazy ass code! Clue of the day: the letters are random and mean nothing! LOL! Well, let's also say that the letters DO mean something, but they all mean the same thing...the letters provide two functions, 1. To annoy wouldbe codecrackers, however intelligent they may be, LOL! and,
2. ? Hmm, I forget...LOL!!
I hope the humor is appreciated. I laughed my ass off after I added this twirk to my code. I kept envisioning Nazi codecrackers going insane and losing the war because they couldn't crack this ridiculous American code...I can't help but laugh at the mental pictures I got...maybe I should like, you know, get a life or something. LOL. Glad you are well. That most of all. Hope you can make some progress with today's clue. Have fun. - TIFJMB
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yep im well! and i could NOT figure out the code. I gathered it wasnt a simple substitution code however. There were far too many characters and the letter frequency was just way weird. so it was either originally a foreign language or it was some crazy ass code XD or both? lol
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In the news - a mechanized looking creature who shoots rainbows, has rainbow themed feathers and tail. I was struck by the I-wish-I'd-drawn-that! effect. I'm doing well, hope the same for you.
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Amazing Art
then the numbers are the letters? There were only 5 numbers. I originally guessed one for each vowel. 1 was the most frequent character so I guessed it as e. But now youre telling me its a 5 letter word? My name?
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You're right, it IS some crazy ass code! Clue of the day: the letters are random and mean nothing! LOL! Well, let's also say that the letters DO mean something, but they all mean the same thing...the letters provide two functions, 1. To annoy wouldbe codecrackers, however intelligent they may be, LOL! and,
2. ? Hmm, I forget...LOL!!
I hope the humor is appreciated. I laughed my ass off after I added this twirk to my code. I kept envisioning Nazi codecrackers going insane and losing the war because they couldn't crack this ridiculous American code...I can't help but laugh at the mental pictures I got...maybe I should like, you know, get a life or something. LOL. Glad you are well. That most of all. Hope you can make some progress with today's clue. Have fun. - TIFJMB
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yep im well! and i could NOT figure out the code. I gathered it wasnt a simple substitution code however. There were far too many characters and the letter frequency was just way weird. so it was either originally a foreign language or it was some crazy ass code XD or both? lol
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In the news - a mechanized looking creature who shoots rainbows, has rainbow themed feathers and tail. I was struck by the I-wish-I'd-drawn-that! effect. I'm doing well, hope the same for you.
RE: Hey Her Herz
Jul 29, 2010 - 12:46:12
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Hey Herr Herz
dude your life sounds like it sucks big time :O sorry :/ My day has been BORING ugh. ive been stuck inside my bedroom walls since school let out like 2 months ago. I want OUT OF HERE. i feel like some gosh darn prisoner. bleh. but you can look at my art in my sumopaint gallery. it has even more stuff than facebook.
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Hangin out. One of my teeth broke completely in half today! I have to borrow money like crazy so I can go fix it or pull it. Like I needed this...
I finished the Twilight series, all 2,448 pages of it, gah! The final book seemed better written. It all reads almost as if a different author wrote each. Odd. NIGHTLIGHT is speeding towards me even as you read this, haha. Can't wait for THAT! LOL.
Yeah I got Hair Hairtz! piZZa and naZi rang my bell. Thanks, I get it.
I have to go, ungawdly tired. I'm glad I'm into making pancakes lately if I'm going to go through losing a tooth. My foot is still bad. I'm calling my orthopedist tomorrow right after the dentist. Do I have to really be an adult? I'm not so great at it and it sucks! I thought I would be so free and love being a "grown-up." It's just a different set of restrictions in the end. BUT I tend to bring trouble on myself. After all, I DID join six bookclubs about two years ago...um, my CAT has two of them!
Glad I'm back to reading again. Ever eaten a dull textbook? Causes indigestion.
THE CHRONICLES OF AN OYSTER -
http://oyster-chronicles.blogspot.com
Here's where I start depositing material for my full set of memiors, and what odd memiors they will be. I'm still scheming...HOW will I manage to put my material together? No one's ever taught me how to write a book, let alone a multi-volume set of memiors. I'll include general input and creative self-, very much a work of the id. I expect to write up various stories and memories combined with material pulled from the present or recent past, then making a patchwork quilt out of them, linking them together and adding information, poetry and songs... my little Frankenstein
Sorry you can't follow since you're blocked from blogs. Maybe you'll get a peek at a friend's house or something if you're curious.
I'm outta here, Herr Herz. I'll be around, hope you have a wonderful day! My own Axel. Nice name. Axel Herz. I miss seeing your face, your art on Facebook, but I have to agree they F*d it up royal. Maybe we could still use FB for special purposes like that. I want to watch you grow, see your face from time to time.
Hey kid, what's up? How's your day going?
From Zenith
Subject: RE: Hey Herr Herz
dude your life sounds like it sucks big time :O sorry :/ My day has been BORING ugh. ive been stuck inside my bedroom walls since school let out like 2 months ago. I want OUT OF HERE. i feel like some gosh darn prisoner. bleh. but you can look at my art in my sumopaint gallery. it has even more stuff than facebook.
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Hangin out. One of my teeth broke completely in half today! I have to borrow money like crazy so I can go fix it or pull it. Like I needed this...
I finished the Twilight series, all 2,448 pages of it, gah! The final book seemed better written. It all reads almost as if a different author wrote each. Odd. NIGHTLIGHT is speeding towards me even as you read this, haha. Can't wait for THAT! LOL.
Yeah I got Hair Hairtz! piZZa and naZi rang my bell. Thanks, I get it.
I have to go, ungawdly tired. I'm glad I'm into making pancakes lately if I'm going to go through losing a tooth. My foot is still bad. I'm calling my orthopedist tomorrow right after the dentist. Do I have to really be an adult? I'm not so great at it and it sucks! I thought I would be so free and love being a "grown-up." It's just a different set of restrictions in the end. BUT I tend to bring trouble on myself. After all, I DID join six bookclubs about two years ago...um, my CAT has two of them!
Glad I'm back to reading again. Ever eaten a dull textbook? Causes indigestion.
THE CHRONICLES OF AN OYSTER -
http://oyster-chronicles.blogspot.com
Here's where I start depositing material for my full set of memiors, and what odd memiors they will be. I'm still scheming...HOW will I manage to put my material together? No one's ever taught me how to write a book, let alone a multi-volume set of memiors. I'll include general input and creative self-, very much a work of the id. I expect to write up various stories and memories combined with material pulled from the present or recent past, then making a patchwork quilt out of them, linking them together and adding information, poetry and songs... my little Frankenstein
Sorry you can't follow since you're blocked from blogs. Maybe you'll get a peek at a friend's house or something if you're curious.
I'm outta here, Herr Herz. I'll be around, hope you have a wonderful day! My own Axel. Nice name. Axel Herz. I miss seeing your face, your art on Facebook, but I have to agree they F*d it up royal. Maybe we could still use FB for special purposes like that. I want to watch you grow, see your face from time to time.
Hey kid, what's up? How's your day going?
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